Good Night 0 2479

I haven't slept alone in five years. I haven't woken up to sunshine and alarms.

Today when I have no choice but to get in bed all by myself, it feels like I have taken birth out of romanticism and forced to cuddle nightmares. Is this what loneliness feels like? I have no answers but I think this is what it is, I feel so small and lost. What if the stories about bloody Mary and the three thieves are true? Nobody will find me tomorrow and I will turn into mystery. What about the secrets and stories I haven't told anyone, will they disappear with me? My best friend will never know the truth about her boyfriend, that is sad.

Now I do not have to choose any side of the bed, it is all mine but incomplete. I will have to force myself to sleep and dream deep about togetherness and love, something I just lost. Will I wake up tomorrow with a hangover? I might gulp down a few glasses of beer and sing sad songs, a new happy place. I will be tagged as a melancholic mess. Ugh! its so quiet! Is this what poets keep reciting? This is not beautiful, it's chaotic. I do not see the moon, where did she go?

Were the stars hung up there to make way for rockets and spaceships? Will one crash over tonight? I’ll be gone then, So I will have to start all over among aliens and dodge UFOs? Okay… I need to get some sleep before the moonlight man knocks my bedroom door. Is he already watching me? Does he know I am all by myself? I can’t do this! I can’t! Wait am I too loud? Did he hear me? let’s sing a song! Yes! Uhmm “I got a ticket for the long way round, two bottles whiskey for the way…” Haha I remember how I played the cup song in school and screwed up,he was watching me from the backstage. I walked out half way the performance and he ran after me to calm me down, I had butterflies in my stomach. We were highschool sweethearts. Wait why am I blushing over this? No, it’s over and I don’t want to remember these moments. I should burn down these memories soon. Fire! I think I need to check the iron box, I smell something. It smells weird, I don’t know. Okay let’s breathe, easy peasy.

I will keep the fairy lights turned on and light music playing, uhm Ed Sheeran? Adele? let Coldplay play. Did I just say “play” twice? Wow play, say, hey, may… May? So he’s not going to be there for my birthday this time, I think I will feel hollow. I already do. Shut up! I talk too much. I am on my bed, let me close my eyes, I see colors. No just black actually.

Has it been an hour already? Wait why is it dark? Where am I? Am I trapped in a dream?

Okay now it’s 3 AM, almost there. I want hot chocolate and cookies, my stomach’s growling. Midnight craving after all. So this is what sleeping alone feels like? I hate it. Guess I will never sleep at this rate. Let’s try the old way that my aunt taught me, I will count sheep. One sheep, two sheep, three sheep..

I stretch and rub my eyes, I finally saw the sunshine.

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Manasvi Bendigeri

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Exploring the Future of Blockchain Technology and Cryptocurrency: The Rise of Digital Assets 0 779

Blockchain technology and cryptocurrency are two of the most significant technological advancements of the past decade, having a profound impact on the future of finance and the economy. The rise of digital assets has disrupted traditional financial systems and opened up new possibilities for investment, decentralization, and security. In this article, we will explore the world of blockchain technology and cryptocurrency and the role they play in shaping the future.

Blockchain technology is a decentralized, secure ledger system that records transactions across a network of computers. This technology was first introduced as the underlying technology behind the cryptocurrency, Bitcoin. Since then, blockchain has become one of the most talked-about and widely adopted technologies, with applications in various industries, including finance, healthcare, and supply chain management. The distributed nature of blockchain technology provides a high level of security and eliminates the need for a central authority, making it a revolutionary innovation.

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Cryptocurrency is a digital asset designed to work as a medium of exchange that uses strong cryptography to secure financial transactions and control the creation of new units. Bitcoin, the first and most well-known cryptocurrency, was created in 2009 and has since gained widespread acceptance as a legitimate form of currency. Today, there are thousands of cryptocurrencies in circulation, each with its unique features and use cases. The decentralized nature of cryptocurrencies makes them attractive to investors, as it eliminates the need for intermediaries and provides more security and privacy.

The impact of blockchain technology and cryptocurrency on the world of finance has been significant. Decentralization has led to a more secure and transparent financial system, with lower costs and improved efficiency. Digital assets have also opened up new investment opportunities for individuals, making it easier for them to participate in the financial markets. Cryptocurrency exchanges have become popular platforms for buying, selling, and trading cryptocurrencies, making it easier for people to get involved in the digital asset market.

The growth of blockchain technology and cryptocurrency has also led to a significant increase in the number of initial coin offerings (ICOs). ICOs are a new form of fundraising that allows startups to raise capital by issuing tokens in exchange for investment. This has made it easier for startups to raise funds, but it has also led to increased regulatory scrutiny, with regulators concerned about the potential for fraud and other security risks.

In addition to their impact on finance, blockchain technology and cryptocurrency have the potential to revolutionize many other industries. For example, blockchain-based solutions are being developed to improve the transparency and efficiency of supply chain management, making it easier for companies to track the flow of goods and services. In the healthcare industry, blockchain technology is being used to secure and manage medical records, providing a more secure and efficient system for managing patient information.

As blockchain technology and cryptocurrency continue to evolve and gain wider acceptance, it’s clear that they will play an increasingly important role in shaping the future of finance and the economy. While there are still many challenges to be addressed, including regulatory issues, security risks, and the need for more widespread adoption, the potential benefits of blockchain technology and cryptocurrency are too great to ignore.

In conclusion, blockchain technology and cryptocurrency are disrupting traditional financial systems and creating new opportunities for investment, decentralization, and security. As these technologies continue to mature, they will play an increasingly important role

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